Time is ticking

London, a city where i had dream to live in 1 day.
And yet my dream come true. I will be going there to do my undergraduate studies.
Mixed feelings really.

Happy because i can study at overseas with the sponsor from JPA. =)
No need to fork out my own money.
Sad is because i will leaving my home country and sure i will be homesick when i reach there. Leaving my gf, friends and family.
To a place which is not familiar. Alone and helpless really. Cant imagine hows the situation when i reached there.

For the time being, I am still settling my visa. The stupid government is keep slowing down my progress to UK.
No financial evidence then i will not be able to apply for visa.
The stupid UK system requires us to show that we have enough money to life over there.

My tentative flight date will be 18th if everything is in time. 23rd will be an alternative date.
My mind is blank at the moment. Having such a weird feeling.
Helpless is the best word to describe it~

Hope i really will get happiness!!

Dont wanna be a lonely guy always. Someone please notice me ><

P days are over =)

Finally after 2 years waiting.
My probationary license has expired. Haha.
I get my driving license already.
No more P needed.
Thats good!!

But sadly i still havent own a car.
So sad haiz.
This is troublesome.
Dont think i can own a car in this few years.

No Jpa news as well. Haiz.
everything need to wait wait and wait. ZzZ.

Unknown

Phew. so tiring today after going to Putrajaya for a whole day. Settling JPA stuffs.

But at last there still isnt any confirm answer yet where i will be going to pursue my degree.
Nottingham?
King's?

Assume that i can get JPA scholarship then of cause i am going to King's.
No need to fork out my out money.
But if i cant get that means i will be going Nottingham. Haiz~

I am still waiting answer from JPA and King's as well.

I just hope that i really can decide my future ASAP. I am tired of choosing unis now.
Just hope to sort this problem so that i can really prepare myself well for this coming Sept.
UK and Malaysia. This is really a big difference.
I must have enough preparations before i can face my new life.

What i can do now is just waiting reply.

Hope everything goes well =)

Got2 sleep ler. Nite.

July

Phew.
Really long time i did not update my blog.
It has been 4 months since i last post something here. paiseh. ><

Getting used to my not so usual lifestyle. Eat sleep play.
Feel terrible with what i am doing now at home.
Hope that i can have something to do. something to think about or maybe some kinda target to achieve rather than wasting precious time at home.
I feel bad actually!

Finally i made up my mind and decided to go Nottingham which is located at Semenyih.
1hour+ drive from my house(which is far).
So i got to stay there for my whole course which is 2 years in M'sia and 2 years in UK.
Located in the deserted areas of Selangor. Omg.
No entertainment.
No public transport.
Staying with monkeys. xD

My registration date will be around 24/25 sept. which is still 2 months away.
Time passes fast. everyone is starting their university life but not me.
Feel a bit lonely and left behind. Haiz.
Sept only start commencing.
July intakes will be much more better.

All my knowledge about Chemistry has gone.
So Aug i will start my revisions to recall back all my memories before starting school. =)
Still feel a bit laid back now to study.

What i hope now is a big gathering for our perfect dudes.
Like what we used to have last time.
Chit-chating and blowing water. ZzZ
It will be great if i can meet back them within this 2 months.
Since UK is having summer holidays and Australia is having winter breaks.
The crux is that NO H1N1!!!!! LOL.

All the best for everyone and take care. =D

被遗忘了吗?

今天很早就醒了.. 人生中除了上课以外.. 也不会那么早就爬起来..
因为我睡不着.. 唉.. 太多烦恼了吧..

突然觉得自己很孤单.. 很怀念以前的日子.. 大家一起玩，哭，辛苦，废.. 现在只能成为历史..
回想起的话, 自己也是蛮开心的. 已经很久没有一伙儿出去废了.. 非常地怀念.

心情down2酱.. 觉得自己不是你们的那一分子.. 是我想太多? 是我要求太多?
我只是要有多点朋友罢了. 难道酱就有罪吗?

我认为每个人都要有朋友吧? 一个人是不可能继续活下去的.. 那种孤单的感觉会一直烦着你. 很辛苦!! 朋友对我来说非常重要.. 至少可以分担一些烦恼或开心的事情.. 可能我不是你们的好朋友.. 有些地方做不好我想说对不起.. 我是希望你们还没有忘记我.. 我不想一个人.. 很难受..

我..已经和你们的距离越来越远吧.. 不懂.. 我觉得自己已经另一个世界的人了..
我活在一个陌生的世界里..

现在的我.. 觉得自己很anti-social.. 惨.. 不懂得要如何和别人沟通..
朋友之间要如何沟通?


以上的都是我的心情.. 如果有得罪的话非常对不起..=(
(可能没有事情做所以会胡思乱想)

Life Nowadays..

Feel bored so post a new one again..haha..

I m wasting my time for around 3 months..from last year december till now.
Omg..I thought i was going monash actually. But now it seems not to be the fact.
I am going to wait for another few months.. I cant stand my life everyday.
Maybe i am going to UK. Along with Yijet. That will be great. Just scared that later i will miss Malaysia, miss my frens, miss my family, miss the food, miss my gf. Many things that i m worrying actually.

Playing DOTA and then play football is my daily routine. So i prefered to study a lil bit of Chemistry.

Haha..This is for my own revision. Maybe in the future it might be useful. Since i am studying Pharmacy.. I gonna put more effort in organic chemistry..

I realised that UEC and A levels are not same standard. Just the part about haloalkanes and alcohol there are many rxn that i never learnt in A levels.

This is worrying me. Haiz..

CNY..

Really long time didnt update my blog already.
It has been a busy CNY period for me. But actually it hasnt be as busy as u guys think about.
1st day=> I woke up at 10am in the morning and had breakfast.. eating the vegetarian stuffs..wtf..
i cant stand that actually..i prefer meat more..lol..
Then i was playing DOTA and watching movies shown in the TV.
It was very boring as i dont have kampung to visit. Sigh.
The 1st day was damn boring and the 2nd day was also the same.
3rd day=> Finally i can step out of my house. I went to Monash with Hao and my parents. It hurts when PTPTN loan was still not available for Pharmacy. This is unfair!!! I got 4A's and yet dont have any sponsors. Damn it! I am not arrogant but i worked hard for that man!
4th day=>A rather surprise day for me. When i was surfing the net for more scholarship infos, suddenly Mutu called, asking for 拜年... Then the Kepong gang arrived at my house. This is very unexpected.. Then i joined mutu sozai and junyi. We went to liangyin, yiwen, jeeyang and co house.
We also thought of going jacy and hao's house. But nobody noes the direction and its raining at night. A heavy rain around the Cheras area. We pay visit and gamble. This has been a tradition during this festive season.
And i reached home at 12sth midnight..tiring..>< but a nice experince..=)
5th day=> My granma's birthday..hee.. I went to her house and gamble with my relatives.. Kinda Happy coz i managed to win some money. The 1st year i had won. Normally i will lose all the money.><. We had dinner at Selayang and i reached home about 10pm.
6th day and 7th day=> I went to my 'kaima' there. At Kuala Bikam around teluk intan in perak.
I got this 'kaima' from the Community Service society when i was still in college. Its nice going back there to visit them and play around with friends and the children over there.
We had a small BBQ party at night and play poker cards and sing k.. A memorable part of my life..=)
The most enjoying part is that i can ride a motorbike easily. Because its a rural area and there will not be any police patroling.. haha.. When i was going out, I just inform my godfather or godmother.. then take a motorbike and phewwwww....GONE..=)
Reached kl about 1130pm at night..
This is my CNY activities. Its not very packed and interesting but i do enjoy about it...