Time is ticking

London, a city where i had dream to live in 1 day.
And yet my dream come true. I will be going there to do my undergraduate studies.
Mixed feelings really.

Happy because i can study at overseas with the sponsor from JPA. =)
No need to fork out my own money.
Sad is because i will leaving my home country and sure i will be homesick when i reach there. Leaving my gf, friends and family.
To a place which is not familiar. Alone and helpless really. Cant imagine hows the situation when i reached there.

For the time being, I am still settling my visa. The stupid government is keep slowing down my progress to UK.
No financial evidence then i will not be able to apply for visa.
The stupid UK system requires us to show that we have enough money to life over there.

My tentative flight date will be 18th if everything is in time. 23rd will be an alternative date.
My mind is blank at the moment. Having such a weird feeling.
Helpless is the best word to describe it~

Hope i really will get happiness!!

Dont wanna be a lonely guy always. Someone please notice me ><