今天很早就醒了.. 人生中除了上课以外.. 也不会那么早就爬起来..
因为我睡不着.. 唉.. 太多烦恼了吧..
突然觉得自己很孤单.. 很怀念以前的日子.. 大家一起玩，哭，辛苦，废.. 现在只能成为历史..
回想起的话, 自己也是蛮开心的. 已经很久没有一伙儿出去废了.. 非常地怀念.
心情down2酱.. 觉得自己不是你们的那一分子.. 是我想太多? 是我要求太多?
我只是要有多点朋友罢了. 难道酱就有罪吗?
我认为每个人都要有朋友吧? 一个人是不可能继续活下去的.. 那种孤单的感觉会一直烦着你. 很辛苦!! 朋友对我来说非常重要.. 至少可以分担一些烦恼或开心的事情.. 可能我不是你们的好朋友.. 有些地方做不好我想说对不起.. 我是希望你们还没有忘记我.. 我不想一个人.. 很难受..
我..已经和你们的距离越来越远吧.. 不懂.. 我觉得自己已经另一个世界的人了..
我活在一个陌生的世界里..
现在的我.. 觉得自己很anti-social.. 惨.. 不懂得要如何和别人沟通..
朋友之间要如何沟通?
以上的都是我的心情.. 如果有得罪的话非常对不起..=(
(可能没有事情做所以会胡思乱想)
6 comments:
dude..you are not alone..we'll always be with you.
though you might feel that you're lonely, but the truth is we're always be with you.
'course you are our friend! hands down, that's real.
no matter what, you can try to speak to us.
you would have this kind of thinking cause you are having a long break time..just like what i used to be before.
during that period of time, i had a same thought as yours. felt like i've disappeared from you guys' life. but then, i found that if i stopped hanging around with you guys, i would be truly disappeared forever. so, i appeared again in those gatherings..
gatherings might not that often these days as jet has left us to uk..but it doesn't mean you've been forgotten..
anyway, i can say that jet is my best friend ever. he asks us out when he's still in malaysia, he contributes a lot in making our relationship closer. how sweet is he..really miss him much, and the days we had together.
no one wants to take the initiative to organise a gathering now. i wonder why..it's just jet, who always ask us out. he's the only one who is willing to do anything to us, to keep in touch with everyone..
anyway, don't be so down. you'll have a gathering soon..
i'm planning the next gathering for 46 and sookfei..if you are free, lend me your hand..
cheers,
KahHoe Ng
hey..don't feel that you are left out..if you feel bored..you should find your own 存在价值..you have friends around you..you may lost contact with your C.H friends..but how about college friends? you can keep contact with them also de right?
i agreed with jiahao..you are just being in the long break time..where you are too free without anything to do..it will feel different if you are busy actually...
well..do find friends you are comfortable with to come out and yamcha..for instant..jiahao..and also me..contact with them and us..some are busy..that's why they dint organize anything..as for me..i don't like being with those i don't really close with..such as the KTAR gang..haha..so i quit organising things..^^
hope you will be better after this..and do update your blog often ya..haha..even though me also seldom update..paiseh~~but i do check on yours from time to time...
if you are bored..do listen to songs..feel better de...
thx 4 all the support ya.
really tq to both of u. my lou yao. =)
thx 4 all the support ya.
really tq to both of u. my lou yao. =)
walao!!!
连你也学人玩自闭啊？
不流行了啦！找别的东西玩啦...
放心吧！朋友的心永远都联在一起，
只是偶尔大家会很忙，为各自的生活奔波，
难免减少了见面与交流的时间...
就像我，跟你认识六年了，
我却永远记得你这jolin噢
生活加油！
原来过得很快乐。
考虑太多得到也并不是真正快乐。
其实，简简单单，一个人也可以很快乐。
（人在异乡，得到我吴奕杰这么温暖的祝福，是不是感动到要哭了呢？）
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